Of all his vain regrets in counting why the wheeling dust at heel knew more direction, a truer course than he, his desperate eye could find none leering from his own reflection, none mocking him from routes not chosen, nor did any emptiness of pocket swallow heart along with hands, and through no door of chance or power did he chafe to follow, or so he thought. For where he found the source of present pain, there dwelt a deeper sorrow the recognition that today's remorse had cause in what would crowd his streets tomorrow: the ache of having made turn away or fall the eyes of passing women, sisters all.
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